Rain.
Sums up my thoughts and feelings right now.
Facing out of the window, watching as the rain falls to hit the cold hard ground.
Leaning against the wall for support.
But in it, I can't find strength.
Sometimes, it's like when you already know that you'll fall flat in your face, but you still want to hold on to that 0.00001% glimmer of hope.
And when that glimmer of hope disappears into thin air- that's when you lose everything.
And that's when you lose yourself.
If only things are as simple as you think it is going to be.